PRINCESS YI

I watched MJ “This is it” last night. Its a pity that he just left us like that, if not, his fans will have the chance to see his magnificent  performance in London. I am not really a fan of MJ but I remembered I loved to watch every of this MTVs when I was a teenage girl. His dance, his performance, I guess no one else can compared with MJ. I can say that I grow up with his songs.
Through out the movie, some of the audiences sang along with MJ’s song, some of the clapped when he perform his greatest hits. When the movie ends, everyone was still glued to their seats to watch the last of MJ’s rehearsal footage.

“A rare glimpse into the final days of Michael Jackson, the documentary is compiled from an estimated 80 hours of rehearsal and behind-the-scenes footage of the legendary entertainer preparing for his 50 sold-out shows at London’s O2 Arena that were scheduled to commence in July 2009 before his untimely death in June at age 50.”

My friends are getting excited for their Halloween Night trip at the Singapore Night Safari. I did not join them. Though its fun being frightened by “monsters” coming out in the  night, but I choose not to go. Not to frighten anyone, you don’t know who you are messing with.

I once heard a story about Halloween Night from my friends’ friend….

 One particular Halloween Night, one group of friends intend to have fun at a disco pub. As usual, the Halloween Night theme is always the same. Monters, demons, ghost…etc. Now this group of friends, there are 7 of them, 3 girs and 4 guys. Each of them dress up as a different character. One of the girls, Mandy dress up as an angel. She is the prettiest girl among them, and wherever she goes, she is the central of attraction.

She was dancing the whole night and enjoying herself when someone, a guy, tall and handsome came to her. She was enchanted by his blue eyes. He held her in his strong arms and they dance through the night. Everyone was wondering where this guy came from. He looks different among the others on the dance floow. But can’t tell what is it. Soon, it was getting late. Mandy was suppose to go back with this group of friends. Instead, she choose to go home with the guy she just knew. Her friends were worried about her safety to go home with a stranger. “Not to worry, I will call you all when I reach home safely.” Mandy assured her friends. So they bid goodbye and carry on their way home.

The next morning, these group of friends gather again. None of them have received call from Mandy. They are very worried for her. They called her cell phone so many times, but each time, there is no responds. It seems like she has shut down her cell phone.

Just as they are wondering what to do, Jason, the eldest of them all, decided to go to Mandy’s house to take a look. They reached Mandy’s house and was shocked that her parents is also looking for Mandy. They thought she is staying overnight with either one of them. Worried, they went to the police… Mandy was never been found. None of them knew where she disappeared to. None of them know who is that guy who took her.  All they could remember is his enchanting blue eyes….. 

My friend told me that they suspect Mandy is taken away by the demons. I laughed. “You all watch too much ‘Supernatural’ is it? Demons? Do they really exist in human form in real life as in  ‘Supernatural’?” I said. Then we both laughed. But still, is better safe than sorry.

To my friends : Enjoy yourself on Halloween Night. But don’t follow anyone home!

Can you believe it? He only sees what he sees, listen what he likes to listen. To him, everything must be up to his “standard”. He sets his own “rules”. He thinks highly of those he likes. He “blacklist” and “condemn” those he dislikes. He ask for people opinion, but never get to listen to any of it. He thinks he is highly and mighty. One little minor thing can mean a “serious” and big thing to him. He is cunning like a fox. He shouldn’t be call goat. I hate him!

I always been interested in Paranormal stuffs. The SPI Ghouish tour is the most exciting experience I ever had. But quite disappointed that nothing happens, except I really captured something on my Digicam. Till now, I could’nt figure what have I captured.

If you have watched the movie “Blare Witch Project” (something like that..wonder if I got the spelling correct..lol) probably some of you don’t understand what is it all about, some say scary, some even say the screen makes them giddy.. For me, I totally don’t UNDERSTAND, and don’t find it scary. But a recent movie “Paranormal Activities” is some how or rather, like  “Blare Witch”. Very budget movie, using a camera to captured paranormal activities in the house.

 I find it quite spooky if you wake up in the day and see what you have captured during the night when you sleep. How does it feel when you see your bedroom door being swing side to side when there isn’t any wind and your room window is totally shut? How will you feel if you see yourself standing by the bed for hours and you totally can’t recall a single thing in the morning when you wake up? And lastly.. you head foot steps in your bedroom, you are being pulled out of the bed from an unknown force.. all these being captured on tape when you see it during the day…eeeks!

I feel like trying these after watching the movie. But I definetly do not have the guts to see what I have captured.

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After father’s funeral has settled, it seem like the rest of the week I have been very busy. Lessons is finished. The worse thing is exam coming! To think that I actually took two days leave to study my exam. Incredible, right? I don’t want to waste my leave. But its is a lot of stress to study everything in such a short period. Nevermind, Princess Yi will deal with it.

I felt happy for Princess Robby B, that she actually found her “shelter”. She got married on the 6 Oct and I was her bride’s maid. I wanted to laugh, I am too old to be a bride’s maid. Princess Robby B doesn’t mind, and I wanted to help her too. I accompanied her the whole day, helping her. I began to recall the day when I got married. Little prince was running here and there, and all my sisters are busying looking after him. I was young that time. Foolish to get married so soon. Anyway, Princess Robby B’s will have a happily ever after ending. Happy for you gal.

The day after her wedding, I was totally exhausted. Soon I was running a fever. I still goes to work, no matter how. Fever never gone down, it went high instead. I popped two panadols and head to my last lesson. At night, my fever gone up again. I had sleepless night because of my fever. I popped another two panadol and head back to sleep. Still went to work the next morning. I thought I was feeling better. But no, I am not. In the afternoon, I started to feel cold. The cold was like needles poking under your skin, and I felt terrible.  I continue work until knock off. When I reached home, my temperature raise up to 39.7c. I totally cannot take it anymore. I popped another 2 panadol and head to bed. Sweetie came and look after me and stay with me the whole night.

Friday morning, I raise my flag. I went to see the doctor who gave me Tamiflu. That is the worse medication I have taken. I knock out immediately taking it. My temperature was still unstable. Not going down. Until Saturday, my fever had subsided but another thing pop up. Coughing! I cough cough until my chest is so painful. I wonder when will I recover? I want to study also… in this state, how to study?

9月17日，你走的一天， 天空也下起了雨，象是在为你哭泣。。以后这一天将是我用永远思念你的一天。

在我眼里你是慈祥又和蔼可亲的老人，你慈祥的笑容是我永远难忘的。虽然有时候你儿子会觉得你唠唠叨叨，但是这就是你的脾气。我从来没有听过你骂人，在我心中你就是这样和蔼可亲。我喜欢喝你煮的汤，你每一次都很喜欢煮一大锅的粥，叫我们一定要吃完它。。让我们每一次都吃到饱饱的。做你的孩子真幸福，可惜，有人却不懂得什么是幸福，把你气得要结束自己得生命。

你还没有等我叫你一声“爸爸”，你还没有等抱孙子，没有等看孙子长大叫你“爷爷”， 你就离开了。这就是你的遗憾吧？

我虽然还不算是你的媳妇，但是我已经把你当成是我的爸爸。

你一路好走，我会好好照顾他的，你放心的走吧！爸爸！

今年夏天是我最开心的日子。大大的摩天轮，不停的旋转着，像是我的幸福永远不会停留。

Summer is gone now, and I am looking forward for Winter. Will there be any surprise for me?

I received one good news and one bad news on the same day. It took me awhile to change my mood. First thing I received from my friend’s sms is that her brother passed away. I can’t really recall did she had a brother, or did she not? Anyway, I was trying really hard to recall what her brother looks like. I somehow get some image in my mind, but was not pretty sure is it her brother. I just reply her when is the wake last day and I will try and make it if I could. I just don’t know how to tell her that I can’t go, I am afraid that she might think I am giving excuses. The truth is, I was told by Shifu that I can’t attend to funerals, because my element is close to “yin”, I can see or feel things that others couldn’t, it is not advisable for me to go, unless its my relatives. I was thinking that she must be very sad to loose her brother. I don’t know whether is she close to her brother, but to lose someone you love its really hurts.

Another an hour, I received another news, this time its a good one. Kenny’s little princess just came to the world yesterday. He was overjoyed. He always wanted a girl. I am happy for him, and happy for the child, she has finally found her dad..

Life is full of ups and down, there may be someone leaving and someone is coming. I want to treasure whatever I have now and live my life with no regrets. Do whatever I want, love and treasure those around me.

These few weeks I am not my normal self. I began to feel that I am all alone in this world. I start hearing things. Scary isn’t it? Even me myself don’t believe that I would come into this state. I keep hearing music around me. A lady singing sadly… I am not trying to scare anyone during ghost month, but this is what I actually heard. I am not scared, I just want to shake this out of my mind.

I try to be my usual self when I am with my friends. When I am alone.. negative thoughts came by. Of course not suicidal, if not I won’t be here writing BLOG.

Last week was an unhappy week for me. I feel hatred, betrayed and hurt. I feel like I am being isolated into my own world. Everyone is doing their own business, talking behind my back, some even put words in my mouth.  They put me into the “anti-social” category, well, I have something to say about that. I am not “anti-social” NOT exactly at all. Not that I don’t want to go, I have a choice of going or not going, I am just choosing the “not going” version, so what is wrong with that “not going”? Yes, yes, every time I am choosing that “not going” version, sometimes, I need a time of my own. I rather spend more time with my loved ones. OK OK, say I am selfish whatever, I don’t give a damn on it! I just like to do things in my own way, so if you do have something to say, SAY IT! I don’t give a damn, one day your mouth will tear apart after talking too much!

Friends? What are these? Someone you can talk to when you are feeling down, or someone who will betrayed you once you trust them telling your everything? I look at my hands, and I rarely can count how many good friends I have! None of them! They are just those passing clouds “friends”. Come and go. After that, they vanished.